Tuesday, December 31, 2013

The Future is Exciting.

      First, I would like to say..I did keep up on my photo challenge, for quite a while actually. The only problem is that I didn't always have time to put the photos onto my computer so they stayed in my memory card on my camera. Well, I was doing a photo shoot one day and formatted my card so all those pictures are now lost. I actually had some pretty cool ones too. I am going to start over, but I have decided to start on the 1st.

      Can you believe it's already pretty much 2014?! I can't. I keep hearing everyone talking about their goals and what they would like to accomplish in this upcoming new year and it's really got me thinking. I don't typically make new year goals because I tend to forget about them. This year, though, there are some things I would like to improve. Not specifically any goals I would like to hit or anything, just some things I think I can work on. Thats one great thing about having a new year, feeling like you have another chance at things and to better yourself. A fresh start..

      Although 2012 was one of the most difficult years I have ever had to deal with, 2013 ended up being almost a million times better. There are things from 2012 that kind of rolled into 2013 I am still having to deal with, but the fact that 2013 was so much of an improvement from 2012 I expect 2014 to be even a million times better than that!

      So far I will be starting off the new year very much under the weather. I have whatever it is that is going around, coughing up my guts and what not, but I am not going to let that stop me from celebrating the end of 2013! 2013 deserves to be celebrated for me. I feel that I accomplished so much and improved myself in so many ways. Not only that but I changed my entire life, literally! I moved a LOT, met the most amazing people and have so many of the closest friends that in 2012 I hardly even knew or hadn't even met yet. And not to mention, met the most amazing man and have had the opportunity to not just spend all of 2013 with him but live with him for the majority of it. I am a very lucky girl, I know that, so I will celebrate.

      It's funny, exactly one year ago today I went and celebrated the new year of 2013 with Burt and a bunch of friends and right before midnight he asked me to be his new years kiss..I was so nervous! Now, just one year later, we live together and have a dog and a bird and share the most amazing life! The future is so exciting!

      I don't really have any specific things I would like to work on in this upcoming new year, mostly I would just like to not be so hard on myself. I am the only person who gets myself down. I have been told from many people, close friends and strangers, that my presence and personality help lift spirits and make people feel good. It seems odd to me that I have a power like over others but to myself it's not quite the same. I had a good conversation about this with a reader once and she said that she sees that in me. She also told me that it is easy to take other peoples problems and let them weigh you down instead. It seems strange, but it is true.

      Of all the new and exciting things 2013 brought (including my furry, hyper, smiley, happy, goofy, big baby, Vater) I now would like to welcome Bhoomi to our little family.


Isn't he just gorgeous?!

      Bhoomi is a Sun Conure. This means that since he is not just a regular Conure his green wings will eventually turn yellow and orange as he gets older. Right now he is only 3 months old, and he acts like it! You can tell that he really is a baby. He cries when you leave and loves to be cuddled. He also likes to be picked up and held to your chest like a baby instead of stepping on your finger. He things he is human. 
      Both Burt and I grew up having birds. He had a couple cocktails and I had a couple as well. I also had a couple parakeets and 6 finches. There was also this lady that lived across the street from me growing up who had over 24 pet parrots she would pay me to go clean their cages and play with them. So I have grown to love birds my whole life. Most people think it's odd to own one, but once you do you fall in love with them quickly. Bhoomi is just as affectionate and has as much personality as our dog, Vater. 
     We originally went to the pet store to get another cocktail but found this little cutie instead. We named him Bhoomi because that is the Indian word for earth and seemed to fit him.

      We were kind of worried to see how Vater would act around having a delicate little bird in the house, but it has been great. Vater was curious at first and wouldn't stop sniffing him. Eventually Vater started kissing him and Bhoomi would kiss his nose back. Now it's to the point where they pretty much ignore each other.

      I got two new animals in 2013..I wonder how many I will get in 2014?.. Hmm.. :)

Happy New Year!

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Knotted.

      Stomach knotted, heart beating in my throat, eyes burning, shaky..this is how I feel when I know I have disappointed someone. I don't know if this is a good thing, but I have this constant urge to not let anyone down and keep people pleased with me. It's all I want, to just make people happy. But when I know I have not made someone happy it really gets to me..Bad..
      Today I lost it. I cried over knowing that I didn't do the best for someone..I do feel like I did my best, but it wasn't enough and that is what hurts the most. I never intend to make anyone upset, of course, but I guess it happens. Right as I was feeling my worst today I got a text from Burt out of the blue just letting me know he loves me. He had no idea what I was going through today but somehow knew he needed to just let me know. Later he continued to lift my spirit and assure me that everything will be ok, and he is completely right. No matter how hard I try I cannot please everyone. But I can keep trying. I should just not let the small things get to me. I can be so sensitive sometimes.

      On a lighter note, I got to spend some time today with my mom and sister. We make candy every year at my moms to give as little gifts to people. I look forward to this every year. Of course, this year I couldn't eat any because what we made was not vegan..oh well.

Here are some photos from today. Candy and cute little monsters..my favorite things.











Thursday, December 12, 2013

Challenge.

And again, I start of with saying 'it's been a while.' This is something that will probably never change. I'm lucky I write on here as often as I do, anyway. 

Life has just been soo busy lately! Not in a bad way either. I am not stressed or overwhelmed, just busy. 
And I like it. 
A lot.

Photography has been taking over my life, in a good way. When I am not doing a photo shoot I find my mind constantly sifting though ideas of new things to try. A little glimpse of something will spark my imagination and get me excited to try something new. 
Even though my creative juices are flowing nicely, I still feel as though I could use more practice and better myself. I always feel that way, but lately I am craving this! I have been reading a lot about photographers I look up to and their creative minds and a lot of their advise is to just keep shooting. The more you shoot the more practice. That's what is important..
Practice, practice, practice!

I have a photo idea book I flip through every now and then, it has great thing in it. One idea in it is a 30 day photo challenge. This is always something that I have wanted to try but haven't yet. I would like to take every photo in the challenge with my Canon and not my iPhone, but I find it difficult to carry my giant camera around with me unless I am going to shoot for a reason. But still, I am going to try to keep my iPhone out of this. 

The photo challenge they suggest is a thirty day self portrait challenge. This will be difficult for me because I do not take self portraits easily. Not that it's hard to set up a camera on self timer or anything, it's really not. It's just that I criticize myself so much to the point where I will actually make myself angry. 
The other day I had my boyfriend take some new head shots of me for my website. We went outside to a beautiful location with perfect overcast lighting. If it were anyone else in the photos I would of loved them. He snapped over 150 shots. When I uploaded them to my computer and deleted all the ones I hated of myself I ended up with just about 15. Even most of the ones I kept I am still not sure about.

I'm hoping to open my mind a bit with this challenge. I have to take one every day. They have to be about me or show me in some way, and I have to take the photo myself. That doesn't seem too bad right? It doesn't say my face has to be in every single one, I can do that!

Since I don't want to be showing a million self portraits of me on my photography page (weather or not my face is in them) I will be using this blog to document my photos. Maybe I will see some progress out of this, and maybe not. But it will be neat to see what kind of creative things I can come up with in the end.

Quick update on everything else in my life..Everything is great! Doing photography full time is something I have always wanted and so far it's going really well. 
I am trying to keep my head up about this weather, though. I need to keep photographing in it so it will inspire me and not get me down. I plan to use the cold season of being inside to better myself, physically and mentally. I have been working out and meditating, it's been wonderful. By the time the warm weather comes along again I am going to be prepared by feeling and looking great! That can't be soon enough.

Okay, photo one of this challenge.
I like this one, even though my face is in it. It being out of focus adds a softness where the black and white makes it look a little more dramatic.

Monday, November 25, 2013

Grazi.

       I don't know what it is about the holidays but I really love this time of year. I do absolutely hate, hate, hate, the weather this time of year here in Utah, but the feeling the holidays bring are always special. It's funny, the past years being married the holidays were filled with arguments and stress, then last year wasn't filled with anything, just loneliness. This year is going to be so much better! I am so excited to spend such a special time of year with someone I really care about. I'm excited to make a Thanksgiving dinner for us this week. I am excited to decorate our apartment all christmasy. I am excited to just be with him and share these special feelings. This year, finally, is going to be great!

      For Thanksgiving this year we are going to go to my sisters house and the entire family is in charge of bringing something. I, of course, got put in charge of bringing a vegetable tray for everyone. But I am really excited to eat and don't want to be limited to just a veggie try and some salad, I want an entire Thanksgiving dinner to eat! Sooo..Burt and I planned out everything. We are making a full on vegan thanksgiving dinner to bring for ourselves so we won't miss out on the deliciousness of this yummy holiday!
      Our thanksgiving dinner is going to consist of Tofurkey, gravy, sourdough stuffing, garlic and rosemary mashed potatoes, pull apart fluffy rolls, pumpkin pie with cloves, cranberry sauce, everything! And of course everything is going to be vegan and home made, all the way down to the rolls and pie crust. I'm excited to spend an entire day cooking. This will be fun! Oh, and I am sure we will have lots of left overs so if anyone wants to try some vegan thanksgiving food be my guest!

      This will actually be our second vegan Thanksgiving this year. Earlier this month we attended the Annual Vegan Thanksgiving dinner they hold every year in Salt Lake to raise money for the Ching Sanctuary Farm. Of course I couldn't miss out on that. I was very pleased with the amount of people that showed up! The food was delicious and they had a guest speaker, Bruce Friedrich. His speech was amazing and extremely informative. They also had a huge silent auction where I won a pig pillow!
..Surprise, surprise..



      Since it is the month of giving thanks I guess I should do so. But really, where do I even start? I can honestly say I am absolutely 100% thankful for every single thing and being in my life, and every single being that has been or will be in my life. I am thankful for life in general. Every little bit of it!

Grazi.

Oh, and I just had to share one of my new favorite things about the holiday season!..
(Especially the mint chocolate coconut milk! YUM!)

   
   

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

We Are One.

      Why do people think that it is human nature to compete with others? It's not. And especially not with your friends. I am a firm believer in this, but still need a constant reminder that we all, every single living being, are one.
I understand that competition is a good thing, it keeps us striving to be better. But there is a big difference between trying to be better then everyone else and trying to be the best you that you can be.

      I am not one for competition at all, but if someone puts themselves in competition with you, you feel it. They may never come up to you and say 'Oh, just so you know, I going to be better then you', but they don't need to. When someone puts you in that category of theirs it creates a different vibe between you and that person. Am I wrong?

      Yesterday I went to a business meeting and sat and spoke with this lady for an hour or so. I'm not sure how but we got in conversation about our lives and what we believe. She started asking me some questions about my beliefs and I didn't really know what to say. What do I believe? I told her how I feel about this world, the animals and nature, how I feel we are connected. I also told her that I do not eat animals and have this strange compassion for ever living being. After giving her this information she turned to me and asked 'Are you Buddhist?' I kind of giggled and said no, but was actually flattered by her question.
      Honestly, I don't really know much about Buddhism so I couldn't tell you if I am Buddhist or not. I do not care to fit into a specific category. As I have explained in a previous blog post, I believe what I believe and everyone else can believe what they believe, thats that. But for some reason her words inspired me to go home and look into my beliefs a little bit.
      I am one of those people who love watching documentaries, typically about food, but I haven't thought much about venturing further into the documentary world to see what else there is to offer. I came across something that sounded kind of interesting to me. It is a documentary called 'I Am.' written and directed by Tom Shadyac. This is the same director that did Bruce Almighty, and Aceventura, so naturally I was drawn to it. This documentary ended up being more then I had ever expected. I feel like it took my feelings about everything and put them into words that made perfect sense, and with scientific reasoning. By far the best documentary I have seen. It made me feel great! I felt like going outside and giving everyone I could see a huge hug just to celebrate our lives together and to let them know I care.
      It also made me realize more then ever that we really are all one. There is no competition here, not with anyone. Keep the comparison within. Now, I can say this for myself but what happens when I feel that someone has put me in that category of competition for them? I won't be able to help but feel that I have been placed in that spot. I think the best thing to do when feeling that way is to be kind and hope that one day they will come to this realization as well.

Namaste.

Monday, November 11, 2013

In Loving Memory.

        Twenty years and it still feels like yesterday. It's been really hard growing up without a mom and a dad. I am very lucky to have the family I have but I really miss her, of course. Maybe it would of been a little easier if her death wasn't so sudden, but maybe not. It was really shocking and difficult for the entire family.
      November 11th will always be the worst day I have ever had in my entire life. At age 5 everything that happened on that day didn't make any sense to me, and to be honest it still doesn't. I don't mean to get all sappy or anything, but every single year this day is really hard for me. You'd think it would get easier as time goes on but it doesn't.

      My mom was a picture taker just like me. She took pictures of every single occasion. Because of this I have a shoe box full of a million photos of just me and only a few of her..and only ONE of her and I together, and it's not even a very great photo. These photos are still my most prize possessions, just knowing that she took them. They are my memories of this whole different life I had. The one I was supposed to have. I think this is one reason why photography is so important to me.

 This is the one photo of my family all together. My big brother, Cory, mom and then me.

My mom on the right.

My mom on the left (Always so smiley!) and my Aunt Cindy on the right. (Who also died suddenly last year. I miss you too.)

Aunt Diane. Aunt Cindy. My mom (with a giant smile like usual) Then my Aunt Terri)

My mom with my big brother, Cory.

Another with her and Cory together.





I love you, mom!

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Now this is passion!

      I have one last topic to blog about for the blog challenge that I started a while ago. I have been putting this last post off for some time now knowing it is going to be a long one. The topic I am supposed to write about is something I am passionate about. I have been told many times that when I get into something I really get into it! This means that when I say I am passionate about something I am unbelievably ardent about it. The topic I have chosen is probably not a surprise to most that know me. I chose the topic of food.

food·i.e. [foo-dee]
noun Slang.
a person keenly interested in food, especially in eating or cooking.

Thats me.

      I have chosen this topic not only because I love [good] food and I eat too much, but because of everything that comes along with it. The topic of food brings up so many more discussions like health, our earth, animals, chemicals, beliefs, etc. 

      If you don't know already, I am vegan. I have only been vegan for about nine or ten months now but I can honestly say that it is one of the best choices I have ever made. But first of all, I must say, I am not writing this post to get people to realize that they should be vegan too, or believe what I believe. I could care less what you do. Actually, thats not true. I care a lot about what you do. Too much actually. But I just need to stress before I go on that I am not trying to start an argument or give my opinion to the world because I think everyone needs to hear it. No way! I simply am writing a post about what I am passionate about, and this topic happens to have me absolutely smitten. I could go on forever about how much I care about this earth and every single being I share it with. I do not think non vegans are evil or uneducated. I know everyone has their own beliefs and that it fine by me. This is mine.

      I was vegetarian on and off and on for a few years but mostly to be healthy. I have never been the kind of person to eat much meat anyway, I never liked it. I guess I should specify, I was actually pescitarian. This is a person who does not eat meat with the exception of fish and all other sea creatures. I did feel a lot healthier not eating meat but I had no idea how much I was actually effecting our earth by choosing not to eat meat. It wasn't until just a year ago I really started learning about veganism and everything behind it. It wasn't just about being healthy and not eating animal products because we aren't meant to..it was about our planet and all our friends living here with us. I became obsessed with educating myself all about it, reading and watching every documentary I could. I have mentioned my favorite one in a past blog post called Vegucated. It's very informative and more of an experiment so it's fun to watch even if you are not vegetarian.
      After watching this documentary I made up my mind then and there, I declared myself a vegan. I remember I was at home watching it on a laptop and as soon as it ended I texted my boyfriend who was at work and said,  "I've decided to be vegan." His response was "Ok, I'll be vegan with you." Seriously? How amazing is he! Not only do I have a boyfriend who supports me and has the same beliefs, but also cares as much and has as soft of a side as I do! (Don't get me wrong, he is very manly and tough..) But that definitely made the transition from vegetarian to vegan a whole lot easier with him doing this with me. He had actually even been vegetarian a lot longer than me prior to being vegan so this wasn't a complete change of heart for him either. 
      When we first decided to become vegan we thought that we would just be..simple vegans..I don't know how else to put it. Like, we would eat mostly vegan, but I knew I had leather things I would not even think about getting rid of, and I figured I used products every day that had been tested on animals. We even figured we would cheat every now and then and sneak some cheese. This was our mind set in the beginning. After being vegan for a couple of months we did cheat, we went out and got a vegetarian meal with cheese. We had a stomach ache for days after this. I then decided I would stick to a strict vegan diet. I found myself later not even being able to touch the things I owned made of leather, and I'd cringe at the sight of things made with real fur. I ended up going through my closet and getting rid of everything I had that was made from animals. Now I even find myself checking the bottles of my shampoo and and researching every other product I use to make sure it is not tested on animals. I thought being vegan was going to be really hard, but once I had this mind set and completely believed in it with all of my heart, it is the easiest and greatest thing I have ever done! I may be a little over the top at times. When I see someone post a picture of a deer's head they hunted and killed I may or may not burst into tears, I just can't help it. Even seeing road kill breaks my heart. I think I annoy Burt sometimes with how extreme I have become.
      Now I am one of those typical vegan people who volunteer at the sanctuary farm and have friends who are the leaders of the Salt Lake City PETA group. I have become a part of this vegan community here in Salt Lake. I even attend fund raisers and get invited to protest. (Which I haven't done yet..) And please, meat eaters (or whoever) don't take that whole spiel the wrong way. Like I said before, I am not trying to preach, just giving you insight on my beliefs. Thats all.

      Enough of that, this brings me to another topic regarding food. Health! The main reason I chose to become vegan in the first place. I have always been extremely health conscious. I have fallen off that ladder at times and have been awful, I am human. I grew up with a family that never went out to eat! I remember the first time I ate a cheeseburger at Carls Jr. My mom actually took pictures of me eating it to document this rare occasion! My mom did not cook every day either. She'd cook once or twice a week, and we would live off of left overs the rest of the week. Or, if I wanted something else, I had to make it myself. And my mom never bought stuff like frozen meals you could just put in the microwave or fruit snacks and chips I could just grab to eat. No. We had flour, baking powder, butter, dried pasta, oil, eggs, bags of dried beans..ingredients! Oh, and we had a giant garden out back. I even had my own little section where I strictly grew eggplants. I babied those things. At age 14 I was making home made eggplant parmesan from scratch. (Must be the Italian side of me.)
      My mom didn't even let us eat sugar cereal. The only cereal we had was oatmeal, Raisin Bran, Cheerios, and granola she would make herself. I remember once for my birthday I got my own box of Lucky Charms..yeah, the entire box was gone later that day! I am so thankful I was raised this way though. Because of this I do not like fast food, and I hate sugar cereal and soda. And if cookies are made from pre made dough..they are not real cookies! So mom, thank you, seriously!
      All my friends know I am this way also. I have a friend that whenever she feels like eating healthy she will ask me if I want to go grab some lunch because she knows I will go somewhere good. I even get random people asking me for advise or what I think about certain things. Even my boyfriend has said that since he has been living with me he has learned so much about food. This makes me feel so good!

      Being vegan I get so many people asking me the weirdest questions like, 'What do you eat?' (Uhm..food.) I have even had people ask me what the inside of my fridge looks like. Or what does my daily intake of food consist of? And don't even get me started with how many lectures I hear about where I should be getting my protein or calcium from. Seriously, I can't even start..But I just need to say..Why people care so much about what I put in my mouth and shit out later is beyond me! I have heard the lectures and have tried over and over to give my two cents, but people believe what they believe. I love everyone no matter what. If you have questions for me about what I eat and believe, ask! But do not bring it up to me or make vegan jokes to try to prove me wrong, start an argument or make me feel stupid. I am human like you and I have feelings. Making fun of veganism hurts me as much as me making fun of your god. It's mocking my beliefs and so not cool. I don't know a ton of vegan people and my closest friends are meat lovers and I love them all just the same. You could be like my mom and tell me why we are supposed to eat meat and leather is better than man made materials, thats fine! When people want to tell me what they believe I listen and respect them, just because I believe differently does not mean I need to argue or make fun.

      Since this drastic lifestyle change I have found that I am so much happier. Not only did I lose 10 pounds, (even though I eat more then EVER! Ask my boyfriend, I can eat!) but I feel amazing, my skin is softer, my hair and nails grow like they are on steroids, and I have tons more energy. I have also found that foods I have never liked in the past now taste different, like I can taste how they really are supposed to taste or something, and I love them! I can't think of one fruit or vegetable that I do not like. I have learned to listen to my body as well. My body will crave the most odd things, but I know it's what I need and I listen to what my body tells me. I feel like I even look at life a little differently now as well. It's a lot lighter feeling, like life is just easy, even in the most stressful situations. I think it's because I have suddenly become thankful for so much more and my mind is clear.

      I have been cooking more and more lately. I love trying new things and choosing a recipe from a book and making it my own. Just for this blog I have even been taking photos of my meals. I know, lame! But I really want to show people that just because I am vegan doesn't mean I live off of lettuce and beans. You can go out anywhere and find vegan options. Even Red Iguana! Mmm..they have this vegan chimichanga to die for! (See what I mean when I say I am passionate about food?) Anything can be made vegan, really. It may not be the healthiest, but it can be done! I have always been an absolute lover of sour cream, and thank goodness they have vegan sour cream! Just like they have vegan cheese, vegan butter, milk, egg replacement, and even vegan meat! I can still make all the recipes I have always loved. I try to steer clear of the soy based products and all that artificial stuff as much as I can but it's good that it is there still as an option. 


      Since I have been asked, here is what the inside of my fridge typically looks like..


 

Nothing fancy. It's food. I try to always have lots of fresh fruits and vegetables. I may be a little addicted to almond milk. Lots of condiments..(Burt looove his condiments!) 
So, there you go. My fridge.

My typical breakfast.

Smooooothies! I do love smoothies. And all summer that is all my body craved. My favorite ingredient I put in my smoothies is goji berries. They are SO good for you! They don't taste that great, thats why I dilute them with a million other kind of berries, but boy, are they just packed with everything great mother nature has to offer! 
Another thing about me that shows my passion for food is when I find a new food that I love, or start craving something random like avocados or walnuts, I look up and read everything their is to know about that particular item. I learn a lot this way and I find these things extremely interesting!

This brings me to my new favorite snack!
Walnuts! One of the most nutritious and delicious tree nuts.


Avocado is also one of my most favorite snacks! It goes with anything and is natures natural energy bar. And lately I have been craving lentils. I love this dish of lentils with sliced avocados, lemon pepper and balsamic vinegar. One of my favorites and super filling.


One of my favorite things to do with eggplant is slice, salt and fry! You can eat these as chips or put them in a sandwich.


Grilled cheese. Always a good choice. (Even better with avocados)

Vegan pizza is better then any other pizza I have ever had in my life. It doesn't matter what kind of vegan pizza, it's all amazing!

Home made potato chips. Burt actually made these. I think one of my most favorite foods not this earth are potatoes. I don't know what it is about them but I love them in any shape or form.


I also love brussels sprouts! I normally like to cut and fry them in olive oil, add a little bit of garlic, balsamic vinegar and lemon pepper, but on this particular day I wanted to try something new. My sweet tooth was craving something sweet, but healthy. So, I cut some brussels sprouts, fried them with peanuts in a tiny bit of olive oil and honey. Delish!

This kind of brings up another topic I have had on my mind. I'm vegan, I eat honey. I know vegans who don't and other who do. I would love to be more educated about this topic. I'm scared though, because I love honey. I do buy raw honey so it's not the regular crap from the store, but is it really bad for the bees if I eat honey? 

This is my favorite soup! Spinach and lentil. I love this because its so filling but it made entirely of spinach, lintels, water, a little onion, lemon juice and a dash of garlic. This particular time, however, I added some extra butternut squash I had. Sometimes I also like to add mushrooms as well. It's nice to change things up a bit.


Since fall has hit hard here in Utah, I have decided to eat all the fall and winter veggies I can find! I have never really tried much squash but decided that this year I wanted to try every kind I knew of. Even pumpkin. I had never really eaten pumpkin before, I never really thought to. I knew it was food, but only thought of them to carve or paint. I decided to peel, cut and fry some pumpkin with some other veggies and garlic. It turns out that pumpkin is one of my most favorite foods!

I also tried the same thing with butternut squash. I decided that butternut squash and pumpkin have a very similar taste. Burt likes the butternut the best.

Acorn squash makes an awesome sweet dessert! Here I cut it in half then diced the centers. I rubbed some raw coconut oil on the tops, put a little bit of brown sugar in the middle and drizzled some real maple syrup on the tops, baked, then voila! A tasty treat!

I also made spaghetti squash, but I have had that many times before so I didn't even think to take a photo of it. The spaghetti squash was all new and odd to Burt though. I think it is so neat to scoop out the center and see that it somehow just grew into these perfect noodles. 
Amazing.

Some things I use when I cook pretty much anything are..
Laziz makes all sorts of spreads. Everything they make is amazing! And I'm not just saying that because the guys who invented this stuff happen to be my good friends, they really know what they are doing when it comes to food! 
This garlic condiment is good for everything! I use it when frying, baking, or even just a little bit on my  bread for sandwiches. Be aware that if you ever use this stuff it is extremely strong! The first time I opened it Burt thought it was hummus (I don't think he knew Laziz made anything else) and he took a pita chip, scooped it in this jar and shoved a whole glob into his mouth! It probably was equivalent to about 5 whole garlic cloves. He learned his lesson.
I also love, love, love olive oil and vinegar. This place, Olive Oil Co., have a location on Park City main street and Gateway mall. You can go in their store and sample every little thing they have. They have a million different kinds of olive oils and vinegar. It's so fun to go try all the different flavors. Also, if you buy a bottle you can always take your bottle back to the store and get a refill for real cheap!


      I also have to add that since learning more and more about all these things people put in and on their bodies I have come to disagree with most. I have never been the kind of person to take medicine or go to the doctor unless I really need to. Yes, I agree with lots of things, but if something is going on that I can take care of myself with something completely natural from the earth, I prefer it. I always have essential oils on hand. My favorite is my lavender mixed with peppermint oil. I love this because it seems like lavender and peppermint can be the cure for pretty much everything! And on the plus side, lavender smells amazing and peppermint is so soothing. I use this so much that Burt tells me all the time that I always smell like lavender. It may be because I use this along with my organic lavender lotions and organic lavender soap. But seriously, this oil has saved my life more then once.
       When I say 'saved my life' I mean it! I have a mosquito bite diving me crazy, or a headache I can't get rid of, cramps that are killing me, thats all nothing a few drops of lavender-peppermint oil can't take care of!




      I'm sure there is so much more I could go off about because of how passionate I am about all of this, but if I keep going I may never be able to stop. 
      Thank goodness I am finally finished with that blog challenge I started months ago that was only supposed to take 30 days. I am awful. I'm sure I will keep posting though! I have come to love blogging and reading others blogs. I think I really love learning about people. If you have a blog let me know so I can follow you!

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

I'll go first.

      I have finally decided to take a chance and follow my dreams..I told my job to not schedule me after December, I will be doing photography full time as of next year. It's a very bitter sweet feeling. I don't doubt I can do this, but I feel as though I am jumping into a deep pit blindfolded. The thing about photography is (and maybe this is just a Utah thing) people book only a few weeks in advance for photo shoots. Even weddings will be booked only a couple months in advance. So as of right now my schedule is booked throughout December but slows down in January. If things go normally I should be booked for January by the end of November/beginning December. It's just a scary thought.
      I have applied for this group called BNI. It's a business networking group, so I am hoping this will help a lot. I just need to stop stressing! This is something I have always wanted to do and I honestly feel that right now is a good time. I am in a steady relationship with a man who supports anything I decide to do. I am, for the most part, out of debt so I don't have many bills to pay each month. And if not now then when?
      Every year I make this goal for myself to be a full time photographer but it just hasn't happened. It's like what they say about having a baby, you are never ready. You just have to let things happen and deal with them as they come. I am a firm believer that if you are happy and a regular 'do-gooder' things will work out. They always have for me. I have been through the absolute worst downs, you can't even imagine, and I make it though because I stay positive. A huge support system also helps. I have the most amazing friends and family! They keep my spirits up big time.

      I can do this! I can! It's happening. I can't go back now..I'll be fine..

      I signed up a long time ago to receive inspirational e-mails from the universe every morning and I have found myself really looking forward to reading them every day. I know anyone who signs up for them receives the same e-mail, but it's still amazing because it can pertain to each person in their own way and help them with their individual struggles they may be going through. I woke up this morning really feeling worried about all of this, then I read what the universe had to say.



Jadie, if you go first and reach for the fruit; I'll shake the tree.

Do a little dance; I'll add some music.

Move in the direction of your dreams, even though at first nothing seems to happen; I'll align the stars, butter your bread, connect the dots, trim the hedge, move some mountains, float the boat, and see you at the ball.

Metaphorically. Except for seeing you at the ball.

If you go first, 
    The Universe



Was that not exactly what I needed to hear?!

      It doesn't help that I really am my own worst enemy. I put myself down like none other. I tell myself 'you are not a good photographer, what are you doing?' 'You are screwing yourself over.' I also tell myself I am an idiot, ugly, fat, blah, blah, blah. I know, it's awful. No one would guess because I am always smiling, but I am that girl with the low self esteem. It doesn't mean I am not happy, because I am! So, so happy! Because I have learned to not let anything get to me. The worst can happen and I will be fine. It's almost like I am numb to certain feelings.
      So, I have decided that in order to not just help my own confidence but my business as well, I need to really work on myself. I have been reading about meditation a lot lately and want to start meditating on a daily basis. I also am going to get back into yoga and my workout routine. I used to be this crazy fit health freak, some people still think I am, but I fell far off that track a year ago. It's about time to get my shit together!

.Here I go.




Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Goals

      Finally! I am almost done with this monthly challenge! (Not that I really have kept up on it anyway.) I have two more things I have to write about to be completely finished. The first one is my goals for the next 30 days. Thats actually a big one because I have so many goals right now! It all has to do with my photography business. I am hoping by January I will be completely self employed. I have no doubt that will happen. Winter is always the slowest season when it comes to photography, but this particular winter is decently booked for me. I also just applied to be part of a group called BNI. It's a business networking group. I was going to join this group a year ago but ended up having to go through a divorce and all that fun stuff, so it didn't happen. Now, I am finally ready and in a great spot in my life to really concentrate and give lots of time to my business. 
      So, my big goal for the next 30 days is just to concentrate on my business and get it to grow even more. I would also like to work as much as possible at the pediatricians office up until January to have extra money to save up, just in case. That won't be hard because the winter season is so busy at the Dr.'s office, so there are always shifts to pick up. I want to make sure I have time on top of my job and photography sessions to do at least one photo shoot a week for myself. No of myself, but for myself. This means my ideas, choice of location, maybe working with other photographers. Even if I have no time to collaborate with someone to model for me or with another photographer, I will go outside on a walk and take photos of random things. Or bring my camera along when going to friends houses. Anything! Just as long as it is for fun, and for me to learn and practice. 
      I always find myself in some kind of photo rut when the season gets cold. Especially after the leaves have fallen and everything looks dead and gross. I'm hoping that if I take the opportunity to learn during that time that I won't get in that big of a rut this year. 
      Last year when the season started to get cold I wasn't doing photography at all! It was because my camera had broke so it was in the shop for the entire month of October being fixed, and on top of all that I was going through a divorce and had to do everything to concentrate on myself and figuring out life a little more. I had no time for photography. Not photographing really made my creativity kind of disappear, I guess. I wasn't doing anything, not drawing, painting, photos, nothing. Thats not like me, and it really got me feeling awful about myself. Because of that I didn't know if I was even going to continue photography at all anymore and thought of just quitting. Photos slowly started to become meaningless to me. It was hard to get back into the groove of things once the season warmed up and my camera was good as new, but I am glad I never quit! 
      I feel like when I started doing photography again after that bad of a rut I had lost some skill. I felt as though I forgot everything I have learned from the years prior of practice and I was starting all over again. This really discouraged me! If it weren't for my friends that inspire me I honestly don't know if I would of continued trying at all. It's weird to think about how awful I thought I was then and looking at my work now, I feel as though my work has gotten drastically better since then. Thinking of that makes me feel much better. I can see myself in another year writing on this blog about how much I have improved and learned within the past year, and every year after that it'll hopefully be the same. I'm excited to see where I will be in a year with my business!

      The last thing I am supposed to blog about is something I am passionate about. Well, thats an easy one. If you know me, you know what I would choose..FOOD! And talking about food opens up so many more discussions about so many different things..so this topic I will save for next time..It's going to be a looong one!

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Wasted Daylight.

      Yesterday was probably one of the most un-eventful days but one of the best days I have had. Burt and I woke up yesterday and went and had brunch at one of our favorite restaurants, Sage's Cafe. I love all the food there, but their brunch is the best. If you haven't been there, I highly suggest trying it out. It is all vegan, but vegan or not, you will love it! I can honestly say that the meal I had yesterday was the best meal I have ever tasted in my entire life..and that is saying a lot considering how much of a 'foodie' I am.
      After brunch we came home and watched a couple episodes of a show on Netflix we have been very much into, Orange is the New Black. Then we took Vater to Tanner Park to get some exercise. Vater loves going there, it is his doggy heaven. He is so funny playing in the water and is probably the most hyper dog there, it's such a joy to watch. After a couple hours we returned home, cleaned a little bit, then walked down to Red Iguana for a surprise birthday dinner for one of my brothers. (Red Iguana has amazing vegan food by the way!) We returned home and fell into a food coma for the rest of the day. Of course, we turned our show back on and lay in bed watching it until we fell asleep. This was only in the evening time so by the time we woke up it was technically supposed to be bed time but we were wide awake at this point. So, of course, we finished the entire first season of our show. Ha, I didn't even end up getting ready for bed until 5am. It was such a great, simple, very much needed day.
      Because we slept all through the evening we missed the concert we were planning on going to. I'm pretty bummed about it, it was one of my favorite bands. They are called Stars. It's kind of funny because one of their songs have officially became mine and Burt's because of this reason. This wasn't the first time we have spent pretty much the entire day wrapped up in our covers together. The song is called wasted daylight. It's about staying in bed all day with the one you love and not minding at all. It's totally us, and I love that.

Wasted Daylight, by Stars.

And here is a photo of the best meal I have ever tasted!
(That is a portabella mushroom and egg replacement!)
My mouth waters just looking at it.

Twenty-Seven- A problem I have or have had in the past..many problems. Right now..uhm, my room is a mess and I don't want to do my laundry. That is my biggest problem at the moment. I have this problem much too often.

Twenty-Eight- Something I miss. Being a little kid. I miss the worry free days. I, for the most part, am worry free. There are always things I can worry about, of course. I just don't let them get to me.

Friday, September 20, 2013

One mans trash is another mans treasure.

      If you know me, you know I love thrifting! A new DI (thrift shop) opened up in Sandy about a month ago. I was in the area yesterday and had some time on my hands so I couldn't help but go in to take a quick look. While walking in I passed by the carts without grabbing one thinking, 'No need, I'll just be in and out.' I should of grabbed one..I ended up spending over an hour shopping! I ended up getting so much stuff my biceps are sore today from carrying it all! I looked through all the clothes and ended up getting 2 tank tops, 2 sweaters, one jacket, a winter coat, 2 dresses, some pajamas, and a pair of boots. Oh, and a toy for Vater. I didn't even have time to look at the rest of the store while I was there and it was bothering me because I knew I could find some more great stuff..So today I went back! I skipped the clothes isle not even having the energy to look at clothes anymore. Today I ended up buying 3 purses, (including a Prada bag for $2! It may be a knock off but it was cheap nonetheless.) a scarf, a stack of plates, (IKEA brand!) a couple cups, a wallet that just so happened to have some money in it, a table runner, two vegetarian cook books and a stack of novels that I am determined to read!  It's funny how excited I get over someone else's trash!  I love thrifting!
      The toy I got Vater from the DI is this panda stuffed animal. I always try to find stuffed animals that are filled with the fluffier kind of fluff because if they are filled with those little styrofoam balls it's a lot harder for me to clean up. I didn't notice that this panda had a thing inside it's hand that when you push it, it plays a little happy birthday tune until Vater was chewing on him. As soon as it started to play the tune Vater got up and walked away. When it stops playing the tune he goes back and starts playing with it. And still, whenever the tune plays he won't touch the thing until it stops. Funny dog.

Twenty-five- Someone who fascinates me and why. There are many people that fascinate me. Most being my own friends. My very best friend in the world fascinates me.  She has been my best friend since before kindergarten and we still love each other to death! She fascinates me because no matter what she has been through she stays strong enough for the both of us.  She's a wonderful mother, daughter, sister and best friend. When this girl loves someone, she really loves them and will do anything for them! She always is making me laugh and forget any problem I may be going through and makes me realize that it really isn't a big deal, things will always work out. And they do. I love that girl and have always looked up to her!
      Another person that fascinates me is my boyfriend, Burt. Like my best friend, he has been through a lot but is still the most positive person I have ever met.  He also works so hard and always finds time to play. I love that about him. He has the biggest heart and really goes out of his way to help his friends. I'm one lucky girl!

Twenty-six- If I had one million dollars to spend what would I spend it on? I don't even know what I would do with that much money! I'd probably buy some toys first, of course. A new camera, some gear. Maybe a house. Even after all that there would be too much left. I'd probably give a big chunk of it to the sanctuary farm and humaine societies and whatever other animal related charities I could find. Then I guess I would just save the rest and invest some. That's all.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Twenty-four

      My favorite movie and what is it about? First of all, I can't just have ONE favorite movie, I love so many! One movie, however, that I could watch over and over in a row is Garden State. It's not overwhelming, it's just so simple. There really isn't much of a story, but at the same time it touches me in a certain way. It's about the main character finding out who he really is and learning to love life. Also, Natalie Portman is just the cutest!
      I also love any movie done by Baz Lahurmann. His style is so creative! I love how he can take a story and keep an old fashioned, classy feel but make it so modern at the same time. And the cinematography in every single one of his films, mmm, makes my heart melt! Being a photographer I have a thing for angles and how to make things look more interesting to really make you feel!
      I have watched and read interviews of Baz, and I remember him saying that he loves to make his audience feel, and the best way to get the most emotion from his audience is through tragedy. This is true for me. Every single one of his movies holds a special place in my heart because of how they were able to touch me so deeply. Moulin Rouge will always be my favorite of his, though. I even have a tattoo on my side that says in fancy script 'freedom, beauty, truth, love'. The famous words from that movie, and all four of those words mean something to me.

      On a lighter note, at this very moment I am sitting on my couch watching Mrs. Doubtfire. This movie is a classic. Oh, and last night I went and saw a movie. I don't go see movies often and I forgot how much I love seeing movies on the big screen. We went and saw Meet the Millers. I recommend that one, it's hilarious!

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Seventeen-TwentyThree

      Seventeen- My highs and lows of this past year..First of all, I can honestly say that within this past year I have lived my lowest lows and highest highs. If you have read the first posts on my blog you will see that what happened to me this past year has been one of the hardest things I have had to deal with. You may not know from my posts how hard it was, I seem to keep things together pretty well, but that wasn't always the case. No matter what anyone says, even if you want a divorce and you know it's for the better, it's hard. Divorce sucks, that is all. I don't like to dwell on this, but at the same time I would not change a thing! If it weren't for the exact way things happened and how low things got, the highs I am living now would not exist how they do.
Low points
-The feeling of losing everything.
-Having to start over.
-Feeling that everything for the few years prior have been a waste.
-The feelings of worthlessness, confusion, fear, intimidation, and anxiety all at once.

High points
-Feeling the unconditional love from my friends and family.
-Making a million more friends and feeling even more loved.
-Conquering my fears.
-Taking control of my life.
-Learning so much about myself I never knew was possible.
-Meeting the most amazing person I have ever met.
-Falling in love.

Eighteen- A book I could read over and over again and never get sick of. I'm awful. I can't even remember the last time I finished a book. Oh wait, Twilight..I finished that entire series. I do enjoy reading, but if a book does not catch my attention right away I will fall asleep by page 2. I am in the middle of a book at the moment, it's called Retribution. It truly is a very good and intriguing story, but I still have been reading it for about 8 months now. I really should read more. I guess if I had to choose one book as my favorite it would be..I have no idea. Let me read more and get back to you. 

Nineteen- My biggest regret in life. None. Seriously, nothing. I think about what it could possibly be and I do have a few things in mind, but then I think 'what if that didn't ever happen? Where would I be?' Everything that has happened has led to something else. Weather it was good or bad, I learned. LIVE and learn.

Twenty- How important I think education is. It's pretty important, I guess. If you want to do something with your life and in order to do it you have to go to college, then do it. If what you want to do doesn't require much education, then great! I obviously believe in getting a high school diploma or GED, at least. But I have always been a very creative and right brained person so I only will go as far as I am required to when it comes to school. I do believe working hard is important, no matter what you choose to do. And I definitely don't judge anyone who has less education or more then me. I don't really care to be honest. I just love everyone!

Twenty-one- One of my favorite TV shows.. FRIENDS! My sister and I are so funny, we are always quoting different things to each other from Friends. If you are around us for more then 5 minutes you will ear us say at least once, "Remember on that one episode of friends when this happened?!" 
I also am addicted to Pretty Little Liars, but right now what girl isn't. From ages 12+, if you are a girl, you should be watching that show! I also love anything on HGTV. Is it weird that I find joy in watching other people house shop or do home renovations? 

Twenty-two- How have I changed in the past two years? Drastically. For the better, for sure. I have learned to be happy and I am now more happy then I have ever been, because I decided to be. I accept life as it comes and don't take anything for granted. I have felt more love and therefore learned how to love fully, from the moon all the way down to the tiniest plant. I feel more myself then I ever have.

Twenty-three- Post 5 pictures of famous people you find attractive.. Okay.

My #1 celebrity crush..Bradley. I am a sucker for blue eyes, brown hair, and the scruffy look!

#2, Jake. Again, those eyes!!

#3, Ryan. (I actually think he is most handsome in The Notebook. Maybe it's the clothes, or the old fashioned romance, I don't know.)

#4..I honestly can't think of anyone else..Weird! I guess I am picky. Well, there are my top 3! Enjoy.


Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Seven-sixteen

      Maybe I am more like an Aries than I thought...always starting things but never finishing them. And because of this I feel I have to finish just because I didn't think I would..stubbornness..I am an Aries.

      It's probably a good thing that I missed so many days because the subjects I am supposed to blog about aren't really that inspiring or interesting. I don't have much to say about any of them.
Well..here it goes..

Seven: My favorite childhood toys. I really don't know the answer to this.  I have always been very creative and pretty much made anything into a toy. I remember watching Barney and learning how to make things out of boxes and rubber bands, so I would dig through garbages and find anything I could make something with. Milk cartons, egg cartons, tissue boxes, anything. Sometimes I would save trash if I had an idea that I could use it for something in the future. I never wanted my mom to see because she would throw it away, so I stashed it all under my bed. Once my mom found my stash of garbage under my bed she would get really mad and think she was raising a hoarder..no mom, you raised an extremely right brained artist, thats all. So I guess I do know the answer to this question.. My favorite childhood toy was garbage.

Eight: A moment I felt most satisfied with my life. This is a tough one as well. I feel satisfied with my life almost every day. I do have my moments but I'm happy where I am.

Nine: If I could have any job in the world what would it be? I'd like to be a lifestyle photographer for different companies around the world, traveling to photograph their products and campaign adds. To see my work on billboards and magazines would be a dream come true..One day..

Ten: My guilty pleasure. Thats easy, Pretty Little Liars. I'm hooked.

Eleven: I'm supposed to put my ipod on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that pop up. Okay.

  1. Gimme Gimme Gunshots - P.O.S.
  2. Science Vs. Romance - Rilo Kiley
  3. Not the Sun - Brand New
  4. Ce Jeu - Yelle
  5. This Charming Man - Stars
  6. Slowdance On the Inside - Taking Back Sunday
  7. E and A Day - Eyedea & Abilities
  8. Woman Tonight - Felt
  9. The Artist In The Ambulance - Thrice
  10. How I Won The War Ft. Molemen - Atmosphere
Twelve : Bullet my whole day. I will bullet the day that I was actually supposed to. Ahem..Lets see.

  • Woke up earlier then I would of liked to after a long night of walking around downtown prior.
  • Went tailgating up at the U of U. I had never been before and my friends Buddy and Dylan wanted to show me how much fun it is..and it was!
  • Came home and watched a bit of the game on the TV. (Buddy's idea)
  • Burt, Buddy and I went to Target to get our friends Chris and Cady a baby shower gift.
  • Went to the baby shower. I had never been to a co-ed baby shower before. I find them a lot more enjoyable then the typical baby showers.
  • Went home and got dressed up for a photo shoot. (I had to dress nice, it was for a fashion show.)
  • Went and photographed a fashion show for a salon. Lots of fun and I got some great shots!
  • Came home and was too exhausted to go out, but Burt went out with some of his friends. I stayed home and watched the show Friends. (My favorite.)
  • Got a call from Burt to come pick him and his friend up, so I drove to Poplar to get them.
  • Got to Poplar and ran into Burts good friend and X96 radio host Kerry Jackson. Really great guy! He happened to be hanging out with Zachary Quinto who played Spock on the new Star Trek. He must of been in town for comic-con. He wasn't dressed up or anything, he looked completely normal. I had no idea who he was and told him that he looks kind of like the guy who plays Spock..not finding out until after we left that it in fact was him..embarrassing!


Thirteen: Somewhere I'd like to move or visit..uhm..Hawaii? Or somewhere in Europe. Italy would be neat! (It is in my blood.) Honestly, somewhere warm and tropical. Hawaii would be great!

Fourteen: My earliest memory.. Some people don't believe that I can remember this far back, but I swear I do! I remember the first time I got stung by a bee. I was probably about one years old because I remember my mom walking me on the sidewalk while I was stumbling and holding onto her hands for support. Then She stopped and held me for a second and I noticed a bee flying near me. I put my hand up to it and it stung me right on my palm. I cried so my mom picked me up and took me in the house.

Fifteen: 15 interesting facts about me.

  1. I'm vegan.
  2. I danced for 8 years of my life. 
  3. I played in a band for a minute. Sang and played bass.
  4. I've participated in the Chalk Art Festival at Gateway every year for the past 4 years.
  5. I am a medical assistant at a pediatricians office.
  6. I absolutely hate wearing scrubs.
  7. The majority of the summer you will find me in a sun dress.
  8. I think I'm obsessed with pigs.
  9. I love the feeling of falling. 
  10. Any time I find a penny on the ground I pick it up and kiss it for good luck.
  11. I love flossing my teeth a little too much.
  12. But I have never had a cavity. :)
  13. I love to cook.
  14. I watch too much HGTV.
  15. My favorite drink on this entire planet is water. I love water!
Sixteen: My views on mainstream music. It's not as genuine anymore. It's based way to much on image instead of talent.

Finally! I can't promise I will keep up on this every day from now on, but at least once a week until I have done all 30!

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Four, Five, Six.

      Well, I new this would happen! I'd get behind on my posts at some point. I just didn't think I'd get this far behind! These past couple days have been so stressful with work that I really haven't had time to blog at all.  I work part time as a medical assistant at a pediatricians office so with flu season around the corner things are getting crazy!

      Day four I was supposed to blog about my views on religion. This topic would of made a very small blog post anyway because it is not something I like to talk, hear, or think about. I am a living being just like all other living beings, and wherever we all came from, we came from the same place. I just do the best I can to be a good person and respect all people, animals, and the earth because that's what I believe in. I feel like some people use religion as an excuse to judge others. Maybe some people need religion in their lives and I get that, having something to believe in, but thats not me. I am who I am, the best I can be, and when I die I guess I'll find out the truth. I don't live to stress over it, I just want to live a great life and have fun! Also, I could care less about what anyone else believes in, I'm not here to judge and I don't. I am me and you are you and that's how it should be. Just accept me for who I am and I will accept you as well. That's all.

      Day five...my comfort foods and why. First of all, I am a girl, and (most, not crazy) girls love chocolate! And boy, do I looooovvee chocolate!! If this were me 8 months ago I would have to say Reese's and Moose Tracks ice cream are my comfort foods to die for! However, being vegan, I had to find new favorite treats. I thought this would be difficult but I easily found things I love more. Now days I find most treats to be too sweet for me. I am surprised because I have always had a giant sweet tooth, but now I'll take one bite of a cake and can't eat any more. My new favorite comfort foods are now coconut or almond dairy free and soy free ice cream, (I prefer the coconut kind because it seems to always stay nice and soft. The almond ice cream is not as creamy, but still delicious!) vegan nachos, (made with Whole Foods home made tortilla chips! They never get soggy!) and choffy.
      Most people don't know what choffy is. I didn't even know what it was until a co-worker told me about it a few months ago and I fell in love!  Choffy is 100% premium cacao (cocoa beans). Cacao is referred to as a superfood for its fantastic health benefits. For those of you who know me, you know I love the word healthy! And if I can have 'healthy' and 'chocolate' in the same thing I'm in treat heaven! Choffy is a drink like tea, and if you like tea and chocolate I highly suggest you try it! 





      Day six. My zodiac sign and if I think it fits my personality. Honestly, I knew I was an Aries but had to look it up to find out what that meant.

An Aries in a nutshell:

Aries Strength Keywords:

- Independent
- Generous
- Optimistic
- Enthusiastic
- Courageous

Aries Weakness Keywords:

- Moody
- Short tempered
- Self-involved
- Impulsive
- Impatient


I guess it fits me in certain ways. Independent, definitely! Generous, I do try to be. Optimistic, I have been told I am quite often. Enthusiastic, maybe a little too much sometimes. Courageous, I think so and have been told that as well. Moody, yes. Not always but I can be just like anyone else. Short tempered, no. Self-involved, I don't think so. I care about others deeply. Impulsive, yes. Impatient, I can be. When it come to other people I am very patient. But if I want something, like a new tattoo or lens for my camera, I will do what I can to get it! But just like anyone else I have just as many good qualities as I do bad, I'm sure.